Is it really the end for me?
I’m 24 and have faced significant struggles with depression and anxiety throughout my life. These challenges have prevented me from fully engaging in important opportunities, like summer internships during college. Now, I find myself reflecting on the many critical steps in my job search that I’ve missed or avoided, and I regret it every day.
It’s been almost a year since I graduated from a respected private school with a degree in Economics and a GPA of 3.4. Unfortunately, the only internships I have are not particularly relevant, and I’ve exaggerated them on my resume. I haven’t applied for many jobs or networked much because I’ve been trapped in a mindset of feeling like a failure. However, I’ve been making progress—slowly but surely—by engaging in self-study: financial modeling (WSP), Python, R, and interview preparation, all in hopes of seizing any opportunity that comes my way.
Is it realistic for me to pursue a job in finance at any level? Should I consider exploring different career paths? I would really appreciate any advice (and please be kind).
One response
First of all, I want to acknowledge how difficult it must have been for you to share your feelings and experiences. It takes a lot of courage to open up about struggles with mental health and career uncertainties. You’re not alone in feeling this way; many people face similar challenges, especially after graduation.
To address your question: it’s definitely not over. At 24, you still have plenty of time to find your path, and the skills you are building through self-study in financial modeling and programming will be incredibly valuable in the job market. The fact that you’re actively working on professional development shows resilience and a willingness to move forward, which is an important asset.
Here are a few thoughts to consider:
Focus on Progress, Not Perfection: It’s normal to feel behind, especially when comparing yourself to others. Remember that everyone’s journey is different, and what matters most is your progress. Celebrate the small wins – completing an online course, networking with even one person, or applying for a job.
Networking and Mentorship: Consider reaching out to alumni from your school or others in the finance sector. Many people are willing to help if you express your interest and seek guidance. Informational interviews can also provide insights into the industry and may lead to opportunities down the line.
Entry-Level Positions: Given your background in Economics and the skills you’re developing, many entry-level finance positions, like financial analyst roles or internships, are still open to you. Tailor your resume to highlight the skills you’ve learned and any projects that show your capabilities, even if they’re self-initiated.
Mental Health Matters: It’s important to continue focusing on your mental health. If you haven’t already, consider seeking support from a therapist or counselor who can help you navigate these feelings of anxiety and depression. Taking care of your mental well-being will only enhance your ability to pursue job opportunities in finance or any other field.
Open to Alternatives: While finance could still be a great fit, it’s also worth exploring other areas where your skills could be applicable. Data analysis, consulting, or even roles in non-profits might be worth considering and can provide valuable experience.
Remember, it’s perfectly okay to take things one step at a time. You’ve already been building skills despite your struggles, and that’s commendable. Trust the process, believe in yourself, and keep pushing forward. Your journey is just beginning!