Navigating the Challenges of the First Year in Public Accounting: A Personal Reflection
As I sit here working from home, curled up in my bed, I find myself overwhelmed with emotions. As a first-year associate in a Big Four tax department, I am nearing the conclusion of my inaugural year in July, and the journey has been far from easy.
Initially, I started with a group of five new associates, but now I’m the only one remaining in my team. Unfortunately, a number of my peers have either been reassigned to different teams or faced layoffs, leading to a rather isolating experience.
The workload has been intense; I’m scheduled for more than 40 hours a week through the end of November. Many weeks are pushing up to 50 hours, with a handful even reaching beyond 70 or 80. Recently, I received notification that I’ll be taking on two additional clients, yet those assignments have yet to appear in my calendar. It all feels like an endless cycle of pressure.
In addition to work challenges, I have been tackling the CPA exam. I face the daunting task of retaking the AUD section for the fourth time this coming Monday. I received my third FAR score recently and, despite feeling more prepared than ever, the preliminary results indicate a drop of 17 points from my previous attempt.
At this point, I’m at my wit’s end. The exhaustion is palpable, and I can’t shake the feeling that the next few months will likely be a whirlwind of stress. That said, there’s a part of me that fears falling short of advancing to the senior level in my career and the current job market doesn’t exactly inspire confidence in seeking other opportunities. With all these challenges weighing heavily on me, I can’t help but question my passion for Accounting altogether.
I write this not just as a personal vent but to connect with anyone who may relate to the daunting realities of beginning a career in public Accounting. It’s a tough road, filled with ups and downs, and it’s okay to feel overwhelmed. Seeking support, whether through friends, mentors, or online communities, can be a vital step in navigating this unpredictable journey. You’re not alone in facing these challenges, and sharing our experiences can foster resilience among us all.
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