Feeling Unsure About My Career Path as an Autistic Person
Hey everyone, I could really use some advice. I was diagnosed with autism early last year, and while it has opened up new opportunities for me, it has also made me reflect on the challenges I faced in the past.
I’ve been working as a junior accountant (more like a Bookkeeping clerk) for nearly two years, all while trying to keep up with my studies. However, I’m starting to doubt whether I’m passionate enough to commit to the full 3-4 years of my education. On one hand, I’ve never felt more accepted in a workplace than I do here; I appreciate being able to work quietly and largely independently. On the other hand, the job can be incredibly tough, and some days, the sensory overload is overwhelming.
Is anyone else in this community working in Accounting? How did you come to know that this career was the right fit for you? I’m currently in a public role but am considering transitioning to industry, especially since my employer covers my study expenses, which is a huge help.
Today in a meeting, I was asked to complete two exams before our next meeting on April 10th, but I haven’t even started one of the assignments yet. It’s a lot to handle, and I’m feeling a mix of dread and anxiety about meeting their expectations. They’ve hinted that if I don’t improve, I won’t receive a permanent contract, which is adding to my stress.
I’d really appreciate any guidance or shared experiences from those who’ve been in similar situations. Thank you!
One response
It sounds like you’re going through a really challenging time, and it’s completely understandable to feel overwhelmed in your situation. First off, I want to commend you for seeking advice and being open about your feelings. That takes a lot of courage.
It’s great to hear that you’ve found a workplace where you feel somewhat accepted, but it’s also important to acknowledge your struggles with sensory overload and the pressure of exams. Balancing work with studies can be really tough, especially when you feel the weight of expectations.
Here are a few thoughts that might help:
Reflect on Your Passion: Take some time to reflect on what drew you to Accounting in the first place. Do you enjoy the numbers, problem-solving, or helping businesses understand their finances? Also consider whether you can envision your future in this field or if there are other interests you might want to explore.
Talk to Your Employer: If you haven’t already, consider having a conversation with your manager about your workload and the expectations they have set. Being honest about your struggles may help them understand your situation better and could lead to adjustments that support you.
Break Down the Tasks: When you’re faced with multiple exams and a tight deadline, it can feel overwhelming. Try breaking down your study material into smaller, manageable sections. Set achievable goals each day, and remember that progress is still progress, no matter how small.
Seek Support Networks: Connecting with others who are autistic or who work in Accounting might provide you with valuable insights and encouragement. Online forums, local support groups, or even reaching out to mentors could help you feel less isolated.
Take Care of Yourself: Make sure to prioritize your mental health during this time. When you feel overwhelmed, take breaks to recharge, explore calming activities, or practice mindfulness techniques that work for you.
Explore Other Opportunities: If you genuinely feel that Accounting isn’t the right fit for you after reflecting, it’s perfectly okay to explore other career paths. Your employer’s support for your studies is valuable, but your well-being and happiness come first.
Remember that everyone’s journey is different, and it’s okay to not have everything figured out right now. Try to take it one step at a time, and don’t hesitate to ask for help when you need it. Wishing you all the best in your journey!