The CPA Journey: A Two-Day Countdown Filled with Mixed Emotions

As I prepare to tackle the CPA exam for the third time, I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of feelings. The countdown begins—just two days to go—and I can’t help but reflect on my prior experiences, which have been nothing short of a rollercoaster ride.

A History of Attempts

My first attempt at the CPA exam saw me passing Day 1, yet I struggled with Level 1 Sufficiency on Days 2 and 3, ultimately achieving a Level 7. The second attempt didn’t fare much better; once again, I didn’t pass Level 1 Sufficiency and ended with a Level 2, despite utilizing resources from Densmore.

Now, as I embark on my third attempt, I find myself in an oddly ambivalent state of mind. Part of me simply wants to put this all behind me—whether it ends in success or failure. I long for the sense of closure that comes with completing this chapter of my professional life, tossing aside my notes and books without a backward glance.

The Stakes: Pass or Fail

If I fail, I anticipate a hit to my self-esteem, especially in front of my friends and family. However, I know that with time, I can come to terms with it. Life offers many alternative paths, such as pursuing an MBA or exploring different fields altogether. The CPA designation, while challenging, isn’t the only compass guiding my career.

Ironically, I find little joy in the work itself; it’s more of a tolerable existence than a passionate pursuit. The tasks can feel mundane and tedious, and I often wonder if the designation holds any real value.

Contemplating the Value of CPA

Passing the CPA exam would bring undeniable satisfaction. It would serve as a personal victory, proving I could conquer the challenges laid out before me. Yet, in truth, I struggle to place any real respect on the CPA designation itself. Too often, it feels like a joke, particularly with how the process has evolved over time.

To me, earning my CPA is simply a stepping stone—a means to access better job opportunities. I’ve witnessed the mixed experiences of those in the field, and I’m afraid to say my own observations lean toward the negative side.

Final Thoughts

Reflecting on the entire CPA Canada journey, I can’t help but view the process as somewhat of a farce. The exam seems less