The Final Countdown to the CFE: Reflections Before My Third Attempt

As I sit on the cusp of my third attempt at the Common Final Examination (CFE), an array of emotions swirls within me. This examination has become an unwelcome companion in my life, and now, just two days away, I find myself reflecting on the journey so far.

A Quick Recap of My Previous Attempts

Attempt number one saw me passing Day 1 with optimism, only to be met with disappointment when I did not achieve sufficient results for Levels 2 and 3. My score felt disheartening at Level 7.

For round two, I decided to switch my approach and used Densmore for guidance, yet I faced the same fate, scoring a Level 2 and repeating the cycle of frustration.

Now, as I prepare for attempt three, I can’t help but think: will it be the charm?

The Desire for Closure

Part of me is eager to just get this over with, regardless of the outcome. Passing or failing, I long to reclaim my life from the grips of this intense preparation. There’s a certain freedom I anticipate when I finally toss my notes and books aside, moving on with a fresh perspective.

Of course, should I fail, I know I’ll feel the weight of disappointment, especially with family and friends watching. However, I have faith that, in time, I’ll come to terms with it. After all, the world is full of opportunities—an MBA or a Master’s in a different field could be waiting just around the corner. Life certainly doesn’t end with the CPA, and frankly, I’ve never truly enjoyed the work; I can only tolerate it.

The Complexity of Achievement

If I were to pass, it would undoubtedly be a monumental achievement. I could boast about my persistence in overcoming the hurdles of this rigorous exam. But frankly, my respect for the CPA designation has waned. The changes since the amalgamation have left a sour taste for many, including myself.

To me, attaining a CPA feels like a means to an end—a stepping stone toward a more lucrative career, rather than an emblem of excellence. My experiences have illustrated this mixed reality, often tipping toward the negative.

A Critical Perspective

The entire CPA Canada process has been disheartening. The exam seems more focused on testing one’s test-taking abilities than preparing candidates for actual Accounting work. It often feels like a financially draining endeavor rather than