[CAN] CFE in Two days and I don’t know how to feel about it lol

Reflecting on My Upcoming CPA Exam: A Journey of Uncertainty

As the day of my CPA exam approaches, I find myself grappling with a mix of emotions. This marks my third attempt at the CFE, and honestly, I’m not quite sure how to feel about it.

Attempt Overview:
– First Attempt: I managed to pass Day 1; however, I stumbled on the Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, ending up with a Level 7.
– Second Attempt: Once again, I faced disappointment with another Level 1 Sufficiency failure, this time obtaining a Level 2. I had used Densmore resources to prepare.
– Third Attempt: Well, here we are. At this point, who knows what will happen?

Part of me is simply ready for this journey to conclude, whether it ends in success or failure. I long to reclaim my life and, after this attempt, I plan to part ways with my notes and textbooks, moving on without a backward glance.

I recognize that if I don’t pass, there will be a period of disappointment—not just for myself, but also in the eyes of friends and family. Yet, time has a way of healing those wounds. I understand there are alternate paths available, such as pursuing an MBA or even a Master’s degree in a completely different field. Life goes on beyond the CPA designation, which, to be honest, I don’t find especially fulfilling. I can tolerate my current work, but it hardly inspires passion in me. It often feels monotonous and tedious.

Conversely, should I pass this time, I would undoubtedly feel a sense of accomplishment. It would be gratifying to say I conquered the exam, but deep down, I know that passing is more of a personal victory than a validation of my skills or worth. I struggle to respect the CPA designation, especially given how its administration has evolved over the years—it honestly feels like a bit of a joke.

To me, obtaining the CPA has become simply a means to secure better employment, nothing more. I’ve never believed that holding a CPA designation inherently makes one a superior professional; my experiences suggest it’s a mixed bag, often leaning toward the negative side.

As I reflect on the entire CPA Canada examination process, I can’t help but see it as more of a farce than a genuine opportunity for meaningful professional development. It primarily prepares candidates for the art of exam-taking while draining