The Countdown to CFE: A Rollercoaster of Emotions

With just two days left until the Common Final Examination (CFE), I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions. This will mark my third attempt at passing this formidable test, and I can’t help but reflect on my previous experiences.

Reflecting on Past Attempts

In my first attempt, I managed to pass Day 1, but unfortunately fell short on Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, resulting in a Level 7. The disappointment was palpable. When I tried again, I used advice from Densmore, but I still didn’t crack Level 1 Sufficiency, scoring a Level 2. So here I am, gearing up for attempt number three, with a mix of trepidation and resignation.

Ready to Move On

Honestly, part of me just wants to get this over with, regardless of the outcome. Whether I pass or fail, I long for the moment when I can leave this chapter behind and reclaim my life. After this try, I envision tossing my notes and textbooks, finally moving forward without feeling tethered to this exam. However, I am aware that if I don’t make the cut, it will sting, especially with family and friends aware of my ongoing struggles. But I know it won’t define me. There are worthwhile paths out there, like pursuing an MBA or exploring entirely different fields.

The truth is, I don’t even derive satisfaction from this work—it’s merely something I can tolerate. The tasks are mundane and often tedious, lacking the passion that one would hope to find in their career.

Pass or Fail: The Aftermath

If I do pass, the elation will surely be undeniable. I’ll certainly feel proud to have crossed this milestone, relishing in a moment of triumph. However, deep down, I can’t help but feel that this accomplishment merely serves as a personal vindication rather than a true reflection of worth. I struggle to find respect for the CPA designation, especially considering how it is perceived in light of recent changes within the organization. It seems more like a hoop to jump through to secure a better paycheck than a badge of honor.

The Bigger Picture

My reality is that the CPA journey feels more like a convoluted process than a meaningful pathway to professional fulfillment. The CFE doesn’t seem to prepare one for the actual role of a CPA; instead, it emphasizes test-taking skills and depletes financial