Facing the CPA Exam: A Personal Journey and Reflection

As I brace myself for my CPA exam in just two days, a whirlwind of emotions swirls within me. This will be my third attempt at conquering this challenging exam, and I can’t help but feel a mix of anticipation and uncertainty.

A Recap of My Previous Attempts

My first attempt showed promise; I successfully passed Day 1 but stumbled on the Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, achieving a Level 7. In my second go, I faced disappointment once again, failing the Level 1 Sufficiency with a lower score of Level 2. For that attempt, I used Densmore’s materials, which didn’t yield the results I hoped for. Now, as I prepare for attempt number three, I’m left wondering what will unfold this time.

The Desire for Closure

At this point, a part of me just wants to wrap this up—whether I pass or fail. I yearn to reclaim my life and move on after this exam. My plan is to completely detach from the study materials, throw away the notes, and not look back. I recognize that if I don’t succeed, there will be an initial sting, especially in how it might affect my standing among friends and family. However, I know that, with time, I will recover. There are alternatives out there, like pursuing an MBA or exploring a different field of studies. I understand that my career doesn’t end with the CPA designation.

My Relationship with the CPA Designation

To be candid, I don’t find joy in the work associated with the CPA. I merely tolerate it; it feels mundane and tedious at its best. While the thought of passing this exam is exhilarating, I struggle to assign true value to the CPA designation. For me, it has become somewhat of a hollow achievement—merely a means to secure a better-paying job rather than a testament to true professional prowess.

From my experiences, I perceive the CPA designation as a mixed bag, with many downsides. The entire process, particularly in Canada, seems riddled with shortcomings. The exam itself often feels like it does little more than train individuals to excel at taking tests while depleting their wallets.

In Conclusion: A Stream of Thoughts

I find myself in a bit of a conundrum, unsure of where this reflection is taking me. Nonetheless, I felt compelled to share my journey, frustrations