The Countdown to CPA Exam: Emotions, Expectations, and the Future

As I sit here just two days away from my third attempt at the CPA exam, I find myself engulfed in a whirlwind of emotions. The path to certification has not been smooth, and I’m eager to put this chapter behind me, regardless of the outcome.

Reflections on My Journey

Looking back at my previous attempts, it’s been a rollercoaster ride. During my first try, I managed to pass Day 1, but unfortunately fell short on the Level 1 Sufficiency for the next days, landing at Level 7. My second attempt didn’t fare any better; once again, I struggled with Level 1 Sufficiency and ended up at Level 2 despite using the Densmore study materials. Now, here I am preparing for my third shot, wondering what the outcome will be—but at this point, I just want to get it over with.

The Desire for Closure

The truth is, I crave closure. I want to take this exam and finally reclaim my life. Once it’s all said and done, I plan to discard my notes and textbooks and move forward without looking back. I realize that if I face another setback, it will sting initially, especially when it comes to the perceptions of friends and family. However, I believe that, in time, I will recover. After all, there are alternatives, like pursuing an MBA or a Master’s in a different field. Life doesn’t end with a CPA designation.

A Complex Relationship with Accounting

If I do manage to pass, it would certainly be a moment of pride; not because I hold the designation in high regard, but because it would signify personal achievement. To be honest, I don’t find joy in accounting—it’s more of a tolerable task than a passion. The repetitive nature of the work can be draining and, quite frankly, uninspiring.

For me, the CPA designation represents a means to an end—a ticket to potentially better-paying job opportunities. I’ve never viewed the certification as a prestigious milestone. In my experience, it feels like a mixed bag, with outcomes leaning more towards the disappointing side.

The Frustration with CPA Canada

The entire process with CPA Canada can seem farcical at times. The exam feels less like a true measure of readiness to practice and more like an exercise in mastering the art of test-taking while hemorrhaging money. I’m left