The Countdown to My Third CPA Exam Attempt: A Mixed Bag of Emotions

As I sit here just two days away from my third attempt at the CPA exam, I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of feelings. This journey has been anything but straightforward.

Reflecting on My Previous Attempts

My first attempt saw me pass Day 1, but I stumbled on the Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, ultimately scoring a Level 7. During my second try, I faced a similar fate, once again failing the Level 1 Sufficiency and landing with a Level 2 score. For that attempt, I relied on the Densmore method, but clearly, it wasn’t enough.

The Desire to Move On

As I prepare for this latest attempt, part of me just wants to get it over with—whether I pass or fail. I am increasingly eager to reclaim my life, a desire that promises to become a reality after this exam. The thought of discarding my notes and textbooks and finally moving forward is incredibly appealing.

However, the prospect of failure looms large. I know it would have a temporary impact, especially considering how friends and family perceive these achievements. Yet, I also recognize that life continues beyond the CPA designation; I could pursue an MBA or explore a master’s degree in an entirely different field.

A Love-Hate Relationship with the Profession

To be honest, my feelings towards the Accounting profession are lukewarm at best. I don’t despise the work, but I don’t find joy in it either—it feels mundane and repetitive. Should I pass this exam, it would certainly be a source of pride and a personal victory. However, the designation itself holds little respect in my eyes, partly due to its management post-amalgamation.

For me, obtaining a CPA is merely a stepping stone to secure better-paying opportunities. My experiences have led me to believe that while the CPA designation carries weight, the reality is often a mixed bag, leaning towards disappointment.

The CPA Canada Experience: A Personal Rant

Navigating through the CPA Canada process feels like an endless cycle of hoops to jump through. The exam is more a test of endurance than anything else—a format that does little to prepare one for the real-world demands of being a CPA, aside from honing the skill of test-taking and draining finances.

As I wrap up this reflection, I’m unsure of where it all leads. Perhaps it’s just a testament