Facing the CPA Exam: A Journey of Frustration and Hope

With just two days to go until my third attempt at the CPA exam, I find myself caught in a whirlwind of emotions. It’s hard to pinpoint exactly how I feel about it all, but what’s certain is that the tension is palpable.

This will mark my third try at conquering this daunting challenge.

Reflecting on Past Attempts

In my first attempt, I managed to pass the first day but ultimately fell short on the Level 1 Sufficiency section for the following days, achieving a Level 7 overall. My second attempt was not much better, as I faced the same setback, securing a Level 2, despite using the Densmore method to prepare.

And now, here I am, preparing for my third go-around. Who knows what will come of it?

The Desire for Closure

A large part of me is eager to simply get this over with, regardless of the outcome. Whether it’s a pass or a fail, I just want to reclaim my life after this exam. Upon completion, I’m ready to toss my notes and textbooks aside and leave this chapter behind. However, I know that a failure would sting—especially with the lingering judgments from friends and family. Yet, I have faith in my resilience to move forward.

I recognize that there are alternative paths available, such as pursuing an MBA or exploring a Master’s degree in a different field. Life goes on beyond the CPA, and to be candid, I’ve never found true enjoyment in this profession; I can only tolerate it.

A Mixed Bag of Feelings

If I do happen to pass this time, it will certainly feel like an incredible accomplishment. There’s a sense of satisfaction in proving to myself that I can succeed at this exam. Still, if I’m honest, the CPA designation lacks the respect I believed it would hold. The manner in which it has been managed in the wake of amalgamation has turned it into what I view as a rather laughable credential.

To me, CPA serves purely as a stepping stone—a ticket to better financial opportunities. I’ve never seen it as something that inherently makes someone better or worse; rather, it’s been a mixed experience that leans toward the negative.

A Critical Perspective on the CPA Canada Process

Throughout this entire CPA Canada journey, I can’t help but feel disillusioned. The exam seems to do little to genuinely prepare you for the role of