[CAN] CFE in Two days and I don’t know how to feel about it lol

Navigating the CPA Challenge: My Upcoming CFE Journey

As I approach my third attempt at the Common Final Examination (CFE), I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts. It’s a unique blend of anticipation and resignation, and I can’t help but chuckle at the irony of the situation.

A History of Attempts

To recap my journey so far:
– First Attempt: I passed Day 1 but faltered on Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, ultimately earning a Level 7.
– Second Attempt: Once again, I failed to achieve Level 1 Sufficiency, ending up with a Level 2, despite using resources like Densmore for preparation.
– Third Attempt: Here we are, and who knows what lies ahead!

A Desire for Closure

Part of me is simply eager to put this chapter behind me. Whether I pass or fail, I yearn for closure. I want to reclaim my life after this examination cycle—no more endless nights of studying, no more stacks of notes taking over my living space. My plan post-exam? Toss the study materials in the trash, look ahead, and embrace whatever comes next.

Of course, if I don’t pass, I know there will be a period of disappointment. The ego hit can sting, especially in the eyes of friends and family who have been aware of my journey. However, I have faith that time will heal those feelings. After all, there are numerous paths available beyond the CPA designation. Whether it’s pursuing an MBA or exploring a different field altogether, my career journey doesn’t end here.

A Mixed Perspective on the CPA Designation

It’s worth acknowledging that the work involved in preparing for and earning a CPA isn’t something I’m particularly passionate about. While I can tolerate the routine, I wouldn’t describe it as fulfilling. The reality is that my motivation for pursuing this designation has always been pragmatic—it’s a vehicle to higher-paying job opportunities.

If I do succeed in passing the exam, it would undoubtedly bring a sense of accomplishment. There’s something gratifying about proving to myself that I can conquer this hurdle. However, in truth, my respect for the CPA designation is limited. The manner in which it’s administered, especially post-amalgamation, has left me questioning its value.

A Critical Reflection on CPA Canada

Reflecting on my experiences, I can’t help but view