Navigating the CPA Exam Journey: My Candid Reflections

As I approach my third attempt at the CPA exam, a whirlwind of emotions has taken hold. It’s a curious mix of anxiety, anticipation, and resignation that leaves me wondering how I truly feel about this endeavor.

A Quick Look Back

Let me take a moment to recap my previous attempts.

• First Attempt: I managed to pass the first day with flying colors but stumbled on the Level 1 Sufficiency for the second and third days, ultimately achieving a Level 7.
• Second Attempt: Once again, I faced disappointment, failing the Level 1 Sufficiency and getting a Level 2 score. For this round, I utilized Densmore study materials in hopes of a different outcome.
• Third Attempt: And now, here I am, poised for my third try. Honestly, who knows what will happen this time?

The Desire to Move On

I find myself in a peculiar position—part of me just wants this to be over, regardless of whether I pass or fail. The thought of reclaiming my life after this exam is appealing. After this attempt, I plan to discard my notes and textbooks without a backward glance, ready to move forward into new opportunities.

If I do face another setback, I anticipate a time of reflection and perhaps an ego bruise, especially when it comes to friends and family. However, I have faith that I will bounce back. After all, life extends beyond the CPA designation, and there are alternatives like an MBA or a master’s degree in a different field that hold appeal as well.

A Mixed Relationship with the CPA Designation

To be frank, I’m not particularly fond of the work associated with being a CPA; it’s more about tolerating it than enjoying it. The field can be mundane and tedious, offering little in the way of excitement. If I were to pass this exam, it would undoubtedly be a moment of pride for me, but it feels more like proving something to myself rather than an accomplishment I deeply value.

I must confess, I view the CPA designation as a rather hollow achievement—especially in light of how it’s been managed in recent years. For me, it serves primarily as a means to a better salary. I have never subscribed to the idea that a CPA designation inherently makes one better or worse; my experiences suggest it’s a mixed bag, often leaning toward the less favorable side.