Feeling Unsure About My Future in Accounting as an Autistic Individual
Hello everyone, I’m reaching out for some guidance. I was diagnosed with autism early last year, and while it has opened many doors for me, it’s also made me reflect on the challenges I’ve faced in the past.
I’m a 24-year-old junior accountant, functioning more as a Bookkeeping clerk, and I’ve been in this role for nearly two years while trying to balance my studies. Lately, I’ve started to question whether this profession is truly right for me, and I’ve been feeling quite depressed as a result.
Although I appreciate the quiet environment of my current workplace, where I can often work alone, the sensory overload on some days can be quite tough. I’m uncertain if I’m passionate enough to see my studies through to the end, especially with the thought of committing another 3–4 years.
I would love to hear from anyone in the Accounting field: how did you know this was the right career for you? My current job is in public Accounting, but I’m considering a shift to the industry. However, my employer does cover my studies, which is a significant bonus.
Today in a meeting, I was informed that I need to complete two exams before our next meeting on April 10th. I haven’t even started one of the books yet, and the pressure has left me feeling overwhelmed. I’m anxious and fearful that I won’t meet their expectations. It’s been made clear that without improvement, a permanent contract won’t be offered, and this adds to my stress.
Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!
One response
Hey there,
First off, I want to acknowledge how tough things must feel for you right now. It’s completely understandable to question your fit in a profession, especially when you’re dealing with the additional challenges that come with being autistic. Many people go through periods of doubt in their careers, so you’re not alone in feeling this way.
It sounds like you have both positive and challenging aspects at your job. The fact that you feel accepted and can work quietly is a big plus, especially in an environment that can sometimes be overwhelming. However, I can see how the pressure of exams and meeting expectations can contribute to anxiety and frustration. It’s important to prioritize your mental well-being.
Here are a few tips that might help you navigate this situation:
Break Down Your Tasks: Instead of looking at the exams as a whole, try breaking them down into smaller, manageable tasks. Set daily or weekly goals that feel achievable. This can help reduce the feeling of being overwhelmed.
Communicate with Your Employer: If you haven’t already, consider discussing your concerns with your supervisor. They might not be aware of the pressure you’re feeling and may be able to offer support or adjust timelines.
Explore Your Interests: While you’re still in this role, take some time to explore other areas of Accounting or different accounting-related careers. This can help you determine what you truly enjoy and whether this field is the right fit for you.
Seek Support: Connect with others who have similar experiences, whether through online communities or local support groups. Hearing how others have navigated their career paths can be reassuring and might provide new insights.
Take Care of Your Well-Being: Make sure to take breaks, practice self-care, and engage in activities that help you recharge. Managing sensory overload is crucial, so finding ways to create a calming routine can help.
Remember, it’s okay to have doubts and to take time to figure out what you want. You’re doing your best in a challenging situation, and it’s important to be kind to yourself as you navigate this journey. Good luck with your studies and exams, and don’t hesitate to reach out for support from others along the way. You’ve got this!