Countdown to the CFE: Embracing Uncertainty

As the clock ticks down to my upcoming Common Final Examination (CFE), I find myself navigating a sea of mixed emotions. Here I am, just two days away from what will mark my third attempt at conquering this challenging test of competency.

Reflecting on my previous efforts, it’s clear that the journey has been anything but straightforward. In my first attempt, I managed to pass Day 1 but stumbled on the Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, landing only at Level 7. My second go was similarly disappointing—I again fell short on the Level 1 Sufficiency, ending with a Level 2 even after utilizing Densmore resources. As for attempt number three? Well, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see!

A part of me longs for closure. I’m yearning to put this behind me, whether that means passing or failing. The prospect of finally reclaiming my life once this endeavor concludes is liberating. I envision a future where I can toss aside my notes and textbooks and confidently move forward without glancing back.

Of course, should I not succeed, it’s likely to sting for a while. Facing friends and family during that period of reflection could be daunting, but I know that time is a great healer. The truth is, there are alternative paths available, like pursuing an MBA or exploring a different field altogether. Life continues beyond the CPA designation, and if I’m being honest, my enjoyment of the work has been limited. It’s tolerable at best, often feeling mundane and tedious.

Now, don’t get me wrong—if I were to pass, it would undoubtedly be a fantastic achievement. I would take pride in the accomplishment and gain a sense of validation in proving my capability. Yet, even if I succeed, I struggle to hold much respect for the designation itself, as it feels almost trivial in light of how it has been managed since the amalgamation.

To me, a CPA is simply a stepping stone—a necessary hurdle in pursuit of better financial opportunities. My experience, while mixed, leans toward the disappointing end of the spectrum, leading me to view this entire process critically. The journey through CPA Canada seems more like an elaborate exercise in test-taking and financial investment than a genuine preparation for a successful career.

As I conclude this little rant, I’m left contemplating the purpose of it all. But perhaps sharing these thoughts serves as a form