Countdown to the CPA Exam: A Personal Journey Through Trials and Tribulations

With only two days left until my next attempt at the CPA exam, I find myself navigating a whirlwind of emotions. This will mark my third try, and I can’t help but reflect on the journey so far.

Looking Back at My Attempts

In my first attempt, I passed Day 1 with relative ease but stumbled at Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, winding up with a Level 7 score. My second attempt followed a similar path; despite my best efforts and utilizing the Densmore materials, I once again fell short at Level 1 Sufficiency and was left with a disappointing Level 2 result.

Now, here I am, facing my third opportunity. Honestly, I’m filled with mixed feelings. Part of me just wants to get through this, whether the outcome is a pass or a fail. Achieving this goal means I can finally reclaim my life. I envision a future where I can discard my notes and textbooks, moving on from the CPA pursuit without looking back.

Anticipating the Reactions

Of course, if things don’t go as hoped, I know it will sting—especially when factoring in how friends and family might react. The potential ego hit is daunting. However, I realize that with time, I could recover. There are numerous paths to explore beyond a CPA designation, like pursuing an MBA or a Master’s in a completely different field. Life is too vast to be confined to one title.

To be candid, I haven’t found joy in my work at all; I merely tolerate it. The tasks can often feel mundane and tedious, which doesn’t exactly ignite a passion within me.

Contemplating the Future

If this time around, I do manage to pass, it would certainly feel good—no denying that. I could take pride in the achievement of conquering the exam. However, I must admit my feelings toward the CPA designation have shifted. I see it more as a means to an end: a step toward securing a better-paying job, rather than an accomplishment that holds intrinsic value.

From my perspective, this entire CPA Canada process seems flawed. The exam barely prepares you for the realities of being a CPA; it’s more about mastering test-taking strategies and draining your resources.

A Final Thought

As I ponder over my experiences and the future, I realize that this rant serves more as a release than anything else. Whatever happens