The Countdown to My CFE: A Mix of Anxiety and Anticipation

As I approach my third attempt at the Common Final Examination (CFE), I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions. It’s a strange position to be in — knowing that in just two days, I’ll either be celebrating a significant milestone or reflecting on yet another setback.

Reflecting on Past Attempts

My journey has been anything but straightforward. On my first try, I managed to pass Day 1, only to face disappointment when I fell short of the Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, landing at Level 7. My second attempt was equally disheartening; I once again fell short at Level 1 Sufficiency, scoring a Level 2 — a result I attribute to the study materials I used, particularly the resources from Densmore.

The Growing Urge to Move On

With my third attempt looming, there’s a part of me that craves closure. I want to either pass this exam or know for sure that I need to pivot towards a different path. The thought of finally being free of my study materials—throwing them away and not looking back—is oddly appealing. I understand that if I fail again, it will be a blow, both to my confidence and in how I perceive myself in relation to my friends and family. However, I also know that I will ultimately move past it. After all, life doesn’t end with a CPA designation.

In fact, I have begun to consider alternative avenues, such as pursuing an MBA or a Master’s in a different field. The truth is, the Accounting profession itself doesn’t spark joy for me — it’s more tolerance than passion at this stage. The work feels monotonous, often lacking the engagement and excitement I once hoped it would provide.

The Paradox of Success

If I succeed in passing the exam, it would certainly be a moment of pride. I would finally have something to show for my efforts, the ability to hold my head high and confidently share my achievement. Yet, I find it difficult to place much value on the CPA designation itself. In my eyes, it has become somewhat trivial, especially in light of how it’s been administered post-amalgamation.

To me, the CPA is merely a stepping stone — a tool to secure better job prospects rather than a badge of honor. Throughout my experience, I have come to view the CPA as a