Facing the CPA Exam: A Journey of Determination and Reflection

As I approach my third attempt at the CPA exam, I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions. With just two days to go, I’m both anxious and oddly amused by the process.

My first attempt saw some success—I passed Day 1 but fell short during the Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, ultimately receiving a Level 7. The second attempt was a familiar story; I failed Level 1 Sufficiency again, landing a disappointing Level 2 score despite using Densmore’s materials to prepare.

Now, here I am, gearing up for my third and final attempt. The weight of anticipation is palpable, and a part of me simply wants to get it over with—regardless of the outcome. I yearn to reclaim my life and move forward, ready to cast aside my notes and books and step into a new chapter.

It’s undeniable that if I don’t pass, I’ll feel the sting of disappointment. The impact on my ego, particularly in the eyes of friends and family, could linger for a while. However, I’m also aware that life extends beyond the CPA designation. There are other paths, like pursuing an MBA or exploring a different field of study. The world doesn’t come to a halt at the CPA boundary, and to be honest, my experience in this role has been far from enjoyable. While I can tolerate the work, I can’t say I truly love it; it often feels mundane and tedious.

On the other hand, passing this exam would undoubtedly be exhilarating. It would end a long chapter of struggle and give me something to celebrate—a testament to my perseverance. Yet, I must admit that my respect for the CPA designation has waned. The way it has been managed, particularly post-amalgamation, leaves much to be desired.

In my view, the CPA has become little more than a stepping stone toward a better-paying job—a means to an end. Through my experiences, I’ve concluded that the benefits of holding this designation are a mixed bag, often leaning toward the negative.

Reflecting on the entire CPA Canada process, I can’t help but feel it’s become comically ineffective. The exam does little to truly prepare candidates for the realities of being a CPA; instead, it seems to excel at honing testing skills and draining financial resources.

As I share this introspective rant, I find it cathartic to vent my thoughts. No matter what happens