Navigating the Challenges of Early Career Steps in Tax at a Big Four Firm
As I sit here working from home, I’ve found myself wrapped up in my bed, overwhelmed by emotions. As a first-year associate in the tax division at a Big Four firm, I’m nearing the conclusion of my initial year in July. While I am stationed in one of our largest offices, I’m now the sole first-year associate remaining in my team, as others have either been reassigned or laid off. What began as a cohort of five has gradually dwindled down to just me.
Looking ahead, my calendar is packed through the end of November, with a minimum of 40 hours scheduled each week. In reality, however, I am often clocking in over 50 hours, and I’ve had weeks that have stretched to 70 or even 80 hours. To add to the mounting pressure, I received notices that I’ll be assigned to two additional clients, with no clarity yet on how they fit into my existing commitments.
On a personal front, the CPA exam has been particularly grueling. I am set to retake the AUD section for the fourth time this Monday. Just recently, I received my third FAR exam score—though I felt more prepared than ever, the preliminary result showed a disheartening drop of 17 points compared to my last attempt.
I find myself at a crossroads, feeling utterly drained and uncertain about the months ahead, which promise to be intensely demanding. However, the thought of not advancing to senior associate weighs heavily on me, especially given the current job market’s precarious nature. To further complicate my feelings, I’m questioning my passion for Accounting altogether. The weight of these challenges is truly daunting.
As I reflect on my journey thus far, I’m searching for guidance and perspective on how to navigate this tumultuous period. Reaching out for support and advice from peers or mentors, focusing on self-care, and possibly reevaluating my career goals may be necessary steps as I forge ahead. If you’ve faced similar challenges in your early career, I would love to hear how you managed to overcome them and what lessons you learned along the way.
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