The Countdown to My CPA Exam: Embracing Uncertainty

As I prepare for my CPA exam this week, I find myself reflecting on my journey so far. In just two days, I’ll face the challenge for the third time, and it’s hard to pin down exactly how I feel about it.

A Brief Look at My Previous Attempts

Attempt #1: I managed to pass Day 1, but unfortunately, I fell short in Level 1 Sufficiency for Days 2 and 3, scoring a Level 7.

Attempt #2: Once again, I faced disappointment as I failed Level 1 Sufficiency, receiving a Level 2 this time. I relied on Densmore’s materials, but it just wasn’t enough.

Attempt #3: Who knows what will happen this time? The anticipation is both exhilarating and nerve-wracking.

Just Wanting to Move Forward

A significant part of me is ready to close this chapter, regardless of the outcome. Whether I pass or fail, I am eager to reclaim my life. After this attempt, I plan to discard my notes and textbooks, wanting to detach myself from this phase and move on confidently.

If I don’t succeed, I anticipate an emotional impact. There’s that moment of ego deflation, especially in front of friends and family who might be watching my progress. Still, I know with time, I will heal and recognize that there are plenty of alternatives, such as pursuing an MBA or exploring other fields of study. My journey doesn’t end with a CPA designation.

The Reality of the CPA Experience

Honestly, the work itself hasn’t been fulfilling for me. I can tolerate my job, but enjoyment is scarce. It often feels mundane and tedious.

On the flip side, should I pass this exam, it would certainly be a personal victory worth celebrating. It would demonstrate my resilience and ability to conquer the challenge. However, I must confess that I view the CPA designation with a critical lens. The way it has been administered since its amalgamation has, in my opinion, diluted its value.

For me, the CPA is merely a means to an end—a stepping stone toward securing a better-paying job. I’ve never seen it as an absolute measure of capability or worth, and my experiences have skewed toward the disappointing side of the spectrum.

Final Thoughts

The entire CPA Canada process sometimes feels like a farce. The exam doesn’t truly prepare individuals for the