The Countdown to the CFE: Navigating Emotions and Expectations

As I approach my third attempt at the Common Final Examination (CFE), I find myself in a whirlwind of emotions and reflections. Here’s a glimpse into my journey and the mixed feelings I’m grappling with as the exam date looms just two days away.

A Journey of Trials and Tribulations

My previous attempts at this exam have been anything but straightforward. In my first attempt, I managed to pass Day 1, but unfortunately, I fell short on Day 2 and 3, scoring at Level 7. In the second attempt, I once again faced disappointment, failing to achieve the required Level 1 Sufficiency and landing at Level 2, despite relying on Densmore’s materials for preparation.

Now, as I gear up for Attempt #3, I’ve got a blend of hope and uncertainty swirling in my mind.

The Desire for Closure

Part of me is desperate to just get it over with—whether that means passing or failing. The weight of this exam has been significant, and I yearn for the day I can finally set aside my notes and textbooks. The idea of moving on with my life is incredibly appealing, and I acknowledge that, in the aftermath of this attempt, I’ll be ready to close this chapter for good.

Of course, should I not achieve the passing score, I anticipate the emotional toll it might take—especially concerning my ego and how I perceive others might view me. However, I firmly believe that time will help me recover. There are countless pathways beyond the CPA designation, such as pursuing an MBA or exploring other fields. I recognize that life has much more to offer, and a CPA shouldn’t feel like the only option available to me.

A Mixed Relationship with the CPA Designation

The truth is, my enthusiasm for my current line of work is minimal; I merely tolerate it. The tasks can feel mundane and tedious, lacking the excitement I once hoped to find in this career.

Passing this exam would indeed be a huge relief. It would be satisfying to prove to myself that I could overcome this hurdle. Yet, I can’t shake the feeling that the CPA credential has lost its luster. The way the designation has been managed since the amalgamation feels disheartening, and my respect for it has significantly diminished.

To me, the CPA is simply a tool—a means to an end that might lead to better financial